Silence

There’s a screaming in her head “get it out, get it out”.

She is gasping for breathe “I let myself down, I let myself down”

She is full of regrets “I have ruined myself, I have ruined myself”

She folds into herself, digs for the culprit, and washes it out.

Silence.

She has succumb to her thoughts, though poisoned by ed, and regrets to inform herself of what she could have just did. 

Was it worth it in  the end? Was she worth it in the end? Hopefully she’ll know one day or end up like the rest…